03.02.08
Adventures of the Boring Kind or Meaningless Complaining Just Because I Can
What the hex, why is it March already?
Well, this week I went to Boston to visit some TAMS people. It was fun. I discovered that Harvard is far more beautiful than Rutgers, but that’s not really surprising. I’m quite jealous. I wish I had a functioning brain. Or a talent. How unfortunate.
It is sad how one sentence can remind me of events I cannot alter.
Anyways! Organic chemistry test next Sunday that I already know I am doomed to fail, but I am still thinking about slipping away from the world this week in order to study desperately for it. Foolish? Probably.
I also finished The Time Traveler’s Wife on the train instead of reading for neuropsych. I am certainly the best when it comes to arranging my priorities. /sarcasm
It was sad. I don’t want to wait. I’m tired of waiting around and doing nothing and watching things fall apart.
I will scan something eventually so you don’t have to see me mutter angrily about my perfectly good life.
02.16.08
what is up
I would be posting a new picture except the scanner in the Busch computer lab seems to use Auto Contrast right after I scan it in. So until the day I figure out how to work it (or just scan stuff in at Douglass which is ridiculously far away for me now), there won’t be anything new up.
Anyways, Valentine’s Day has come and gone. It was kind of sad that I ate my last three Ferrero Rocher chocolates, but totally awesome that my CCF small group leaders gave me a giant box of Nerds. I know that the moment I open that thing it’ll be gone within three days. Probably less. Must hold ouuuuuuuut.
Also I have an organic chemistry test tomorrow, on Sunday of all days. I hate Rutgers about that. Let me spend my Sunday in peace, darn you. Don’t you guys have better things to do on Sunday than stand around and… Oh wait, no, you make the TAs do it. No wonder the professors don’t care. Speaking of TAs anyway, my art history TA scares me. It is a long story. But now whenever she calls on me I sound like an idiot because I get too scared and think in very useless circles and second-guess myself when I was right in the first place. Argh.
Birthday coming up on Wednesday, funnily enough the day that I will have my art history recitation with this evil TA. I really hate my life sometimes.
01.06.08
A bit of honesty never hurt
To my mother’s friends:
Please ignore her if she tells you I want to go into art. No! This is not right. While I do enjoy drawing and painting, I have no interest in solely making paintings and exhibiting/selling them. I want to go into animation, as in making characters come to life.
To my mother:
Stop lying to everyone about me.
Love, me.
P.S. I will totally have something new posted… Eventually. >_>
12.21.07
Feels Something Like Emptiness
Christmas is drawing near, of course. It seems like each year it grows more meaningless to my family and me. Terribly sad, I know. Each year I can look forward to not having a Christmas tree. Now we don’t even put up lights anymore. We don’t pass out presents; there’s nothing to unwrap.
But that’s fine, I guess. It’s just a quiet little day that we can all spend together. It’s just a normal day. Sometimes, though, it’s just not enough.
UGH but screw that guys! This is not the time to be emo and depressed. So just for you, here are some of my secret little wishlists.
The Materialistic List:
- Wacom Intuos tablet (at this point I do not care what dimensions)
- Nintendo Wii [Wiisports, Zelda, Brawl whenever it comes out]
- Nintendo DS [Phoenix Wright, Elite Beat Agents, Nintendogs, BrainAge]
- Canon digital camera (at this point I do not care what kind, so long as it is not broken)
- some warm winter clothing because NJ sucks and is cold arrrrrgh
- Copics, watercolors, papers…
The Not-Materialistic List:
- to stop feeling so damn lonely all the time
- to figure out how to get to my destination
- to get rid of the flaws I have that I hate in anyone else
- actually this seems more like a New Year’s resolution list hahaha
Anyway, I have stuff that I must work on. Have yourself a merry little Christmas.
